The scientific basis of child custody decisions (2nd ed., pp. Yes, sorry to say, that is exactly what they often do. My little girl was taken from me and placed with my sister in law who apparently hates me and will not allow us to have any contact what so ever and it hurts. I am however happy to report I fought the good fight and got her back a year later. People who have lost a child have stronger grief reactions. Forgetting I was an alcoholic. Always a hole in my heart. If you report to a CPS supervisor that is nothing; the supervisors are worse than the caseworkers, most of the time. Working with a therapist that is informed with the unique issues of grief and loss that comes with divorce and custody battles can be a good place to start. Though you may feel alone, there are other parents out there who have been through this. Because even though they are without you right now, they are not without God. teach them about laws in your state and help them fight with you. It is not necessary to resort to the help of alcohol or drugs, also it is not necessary to appoint to itself serious drugs. Friendship. We may have fallen into the trap but we can get out of the trap and learn from the terror weve been through. I am going to school and working but its not enough i still think about it and get depressed i cant even hold in my tears anymore I feel broken devastated,and feel defeated. After losing a child, parents may find themselves experiencing shock, denial, anger, depression, hopelessness, guilt, isolation, disorganized thoughts, feelings of acceptance, and/or a host of other possible thoughts and feelings. Thank you, Shirley I do understand the need to move on. I pray for them. Thats extremely rare, but now if people have PD their children are often taken from them as a safety precaution for the children. I trusted them. I have a wonderful boyfriend, and hes going to propose this year- I just want him to surprise me with the details. mother to 7 but a mom to none. We are here to learn spiritual truths. 3. Best of all, you have the Lord in your life best helper, healer and comforter ever. I pray and talk to God and gave him full reign over myself and my kids. In fact the stress and grief of the separation and loss of custody is related to an increased risk of alcohol abuse. I cant go on any further, too much pain. I just loved my family too much. Our divorce and child custody lawyers help men and women get the information, guidance, and compassionate representation they need. They are with family 2000 miles away from me and my heart is broken, but at least they are not with strangers. Do you think theyre going to testify against you? God gives each of us on this earth a free will. He said if they kill me just think what they will do to my followers. No last names. So my name is Brandi Taylor and my email address is byt777-at-cs.com . Let them know that whatever they say is okay. Resources and divorce support, for issues related to child custody, legal separation, lawyers, alimony, child support, and family law. Stress: Custody issues are understandably stressful. They want me to go to rehab. I started a charm bracelet for my daughter & a tool collection & remote control items for my son. Substance abuse is another issue that many parents face after separation and divorce . This far ive done everything psychiatric ave psychological evaluations, drug testing, and couseling, and still have to wait till December to know if Im getting them back. This is not the end of the story. Please email me i could use any tips and i could also use a friend right now bedwellopal-at-gmail.com, Did you receive my email? Losing your faith is no justification for any suffering or struggles in life. This last time on tuesday he showed up with a gash in the side of his cheek and bruising on his head and temple. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18. There is nobody at this website who can do the work for you it is up to you, with the help of your attorney. Whether youve been diagnosed, are undergoing treatment, or youre simply struggling with symptoms, there are implications for your life personally and professionally. I lost my meaning and purpose in life but I was trying. If a mother is constantly belittling or harassing her children, it could be grounds for termination. I hope youll create some web pages about you and your family so if your child ever looks for the truth about her family, it will be there for her. We are ALL here. All I can do is get better and look to the future. Avoid all illegal drugs now and forever! Its all Ive ever known. I still have court in Feb to follow up on my grandsons case I am still untrusting of them and I will only feel better when I get that FINAL ruling. My son is very angery with me. Your kids need you to fight for them, and for their kids and so on, we must change laws NOW. dear jaded feather, No faith, No hope. I am a great mom. Im feeling your pain! Neglecting to answer questions or answering questions in a roundabout way may lead a child to make up stories and even blame themselves for the death or loss. The nature of each disorder is vastly different. So sorry this is happening to you. Then they terminated our rights. All of these feelings are normal. She was a preachers daughter and I prayed for God to do what was best for my children and they were gone. They were then 3years and 2years old. by . Since she was stolen my hair is turning gray and Ive had many health issues.all due to stress. Hopefully they will see this and contact you. Im trying to get my son back. Itll be 21 months next month and they are pushing adoption. I had my own apartment, my car had just broke down and i could not work because my daughter had cerebral palsy. I pray to God but it seems whatever I try, its not working. And if they violate any of those for you, then make sure you get proof and take them to court! Short-changing yourself on sleep is sure to cause trouble. It may be not useful now but one day it just might be worth it to show them you were there always loving them. My milk is drying up as I avidly nursed my 9 month old. My daughter has been sentenced to life with my ex and his child molesting roommate to be around their drug use and other abuse, while Im barred from seeing or talking to my own child for no reason. This always helps me. ask for another one. Philippians 2:10 promises, That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth; Jesus said in Matthew 25, 26 And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats: And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left. I wont go into all of it here, but make sure that you are on the right side, and pray that your children are. They took my baby and I had a stroke. The judge through out all evidence my lawyer was not ready. Recognize these triggers and prepare to handle the grief as needed. The cookie settings on this website are set to "allow cookies" to give you the best browsing experience possible. I am trying to move on but cant I mean these are my kids. Some answers to the most frequently asked questions may also be helpful. Thanks for the work you do on here to help people. Fuck those assholes, theres a special place in hell for them all. When you have not the strength to hold on, pick up your King James Bible. Also, dont do this to say goodbye. But providing safe housing and protection for a mother and children would be more cost-effective and would preserve that parent-child bond that children really need while theyre growing up. How do I or even my daughters step mom get them back together? Seems to me CPS just make up thier own belligerent and exaggerated rules! There is real evil in this world and what happened was pure evil. So, it is common and expected if you begin to face various mental health issues after you lose custody of your child. Recently I saw a posting on our FightCPS Facebook Group from a woman whose friend committed suicide after her children were taken by CPS, due to her work hours, of all the trivial things to take kids for! Even if your son stays with his mom, he will be thinking about you. They gave me a year. Still, despite many widowed seniors experiencing problems with . My own mother was wanted my son sience birth. Im so tired. Read this site and others like it and prepare for court with documentary evidence and legal documents. Last year they asked me IF I would let my son move in with me and take my grandson and help my son raise him. I have been strong. I agree that the best source of help is God and Jesus heals broken hearts. This may be participating in a 5K for breast cancer research every year if your sister died of breast cancer. Let me fast forward Ive been on a downward spiral since this case was opened. We need to quite being weak and do what our forefathers would do. Dearest Kathryn, I feel you girl!!! No matter what. Well Im bout ready to give up..I dont wanna even think about what might happen from this point..yesterday was my last stateso here I sit..witj sleep mess and wine..smh..if I what else to do..Im gonna go crazy n Id rather for before that. I have been battling this now for 6 months i have no family in TN besides my father who is too sick to help i have few friends. Amber, so sorry you were depressed after your baby was born. I drank and drove and went to jail and was unable to pick my daughter up from school. I highly recommend her., Molly and her team exceeded my expectations on every front, she is the best you can hire! Cps has lied, created stories, tried to confuse the children to say things. Do not be like those people who committed suicide. After the Hell Ive been though Not to mention the hell my poor babies are feeling. Learn mindfulness, focus on the PRESENT and the FUTURE. While moving a family member (ex-sister in law) forced my daughter into her vehicle and took her to the police department and told the police that my daughter was trying to commit suicide. This time I got married and let my son go visit his dads side of the family because of an argument with my husband. Think of the positive things you can do with your life now-help others, volunteer, find a Belief System, get a good job that you love, find love (if you havent already), join a support group, join a church, adopt a pet, etc. There is still so much life left that CPS cannot take from you. I am impressed with this website and the support you offer. Ive been complying with dcs. When we had our children with us, they learned from our behavior more than from our words. The more they take from me, the less I have to lose. Listen, my depressed friends, this is not the thing to do when your family is attacked by CPS. People want to help but do not know how. TIME TO PROVE MYSELF.. The far away future. Let them be honest. Bond was broken Im selling everything they seem ok without me, this was a mistake my kids were never in any type of abuse and they might give my kids back next court date, but Im so depressed. I am in alot of heartache and could really use sound advice. And its that our children belong to God and we only get to borrow them for a little while sometimes. They jerked a child away so fast and so insensitively and they didnt even care. Thank God he knows he is a child of God. Lexi Behrndt. Recently, you may have read news stories about more and more spouses citing an exs depression in child custody cases. She will never have to feel that some flaw within her is the reason why her mom didnt fight harder to win the battle with addiction. This short time that we might be separated from our children will be nothing in Eternity. For example, it is more and more common for a parent to cite a history of depression in their ex in an attempt to gain child custody. Thanks for this uplifting article/post. mind you this happened a month and 10 days after my oldest was ripped away from me. I wanted to end my life even though I did nothing to do so. Write as much as you need to relieve the pain. !I pray you have the means to fight the state .!!!!!! They told me he was not to be left alone with my kids so I made sure he wasnt ever left alone with them. Hi I am currently fighting cps in the state of Texas. They brought 15 cops in my room and did this. I know what it is like to feel hopeless what it is like to be spiritually dead, to have a clean mind and not know how to react to life. Substance abuse is another issue that many parents face after separation and divorce . Study depression. DSS was caught in their own web of lies! Get back to me when you can. Let Jesus build you back up again and make your life a beautiful success in His name, no matter what happens next. If you do not find understanding among loved ones, start communicating on the Internet. Then i got mad and decided to try and start completing the things that they put on my permanency plan. Doing these kinds of things will help you feel closer to your children and like they are not so far away. Please if there is any one that can guide me I need legal representation urgently!! And now their psychological evaluator has wrote a really bad report on me (it wouldve only been worse if she accused be of being Jeffery Dahmer!) But maybe its for myself or them I dont know but i stay. Cps has got to be working for hell. I will never get that chance to be actually be mommy. I have a (what i want to call) a strong relationship with God, and I MUST have faith that God will reunite us one day!! Write down everything!!! Divorce Poem Losing Custody Of Child Poem A parent who loses custody of his child lets the child know that they are not forgotten and that he looks forward to the day they will be reunited. This happened in 2005 but still today 2019 the tpr is destroying my life. its been a nightmare and Ive been living in hell cuz of cps they was only suppose to be gone 6 months and its been 2 yrs of fighting for my kids every time I turned around it was something. Im sorry your 17yo turned against you. I have not been before a judge are anything as of yet, they just coerced me into signing a safety plan to allow my kids to be placed with their dad. I LOVE U KIDS!! I am no longer allowing people to mind control my kids into believing that I do not love them or want to care for them. As a matter of fact was pretty messed up when i had to give her my daughter but anyways. Your children will come back to you from the distant land of the enemy. I need a miracle. i went on my own choice to get better for me and my kids. Depression: Changes to your relationship with your child may leave you feeling sad, hopeless or depressed. But, just as with people, not all dogs react the same after the loss of another dog in the . I havent seen them since 2009. I have also considered checking out. I have witnessed the State purposely spend $800 on us because that was the amount left of the budget for their office for the year. Im pulling for you to get your kids back soon. i live in Calif. Where do you live? I pray and I try to get help but they have just been giving me the run around. Im sorry, I dont have any good advice for the return of children who have been adopted. It is temporarily necessary to refuse important affairs: sale of the real estate, big purchases, sharp changes. Several theories have been put forward to explain this reaction, and they described seven stages of grief. Now they have her daughter and will probably end up with the new baby. I understand that grandparents have no rights in NC but rights or not, they should consider that they are dealing with human beings who have feelings and children who love the ones who care for them. I was able to nurse which avoided withdrawal after she was born. I too am in the same boat. They are very taken care of. Your anger could stem from the perceived loss of control over your child, or feel that decisions are unfair or unjust. Dogs Grieve Based on the Relationship. Subject to the childs best interests standard, you have every right to custody and visitation. (Yes people we all descend from same parents Grandpa Adam and Grandma Eve and no they were not blonde blue eye Caucasian and neither is Jesus Christ.) Jon Vaughn, Contributor. Now my cousin has my only daughter and I am scared of the future.. how can parents who are also addicts be expected to get clean when their reason for living, smiling, trying has been ripped out of their lives? Amber Portwood believes her mental illness was "used against" her after losing custody of 4-year-old son James to ex-boyfriend Andrew Glennon. Thank you for this.. Denelle a word of hope for others going through the pain. I lost my two babies to cps. These methods will not help to survive the death of a child, but will only worsen the situation. This only works if a person is morally ready to do something to distract himself. -Christine in Reno, Nv May God Bless You for reaching out to the broken hearts bring hope to all! No matter how messed up it all is. The only reason I dont end it all is because Im afraid of what I would face on the other side. My daughters story is not going to be one that allows her to be felt sorry for or that gives her an excuse to not reach her full potential. One 2015 study of 2,512 bereaved adults (many of whom were mourning the loss of a child) found little or no evidence of depression in 68 percent of those surveyed shortly after the tragedy. To ease the pain get out of the house take walks, be in nature pray. It helps a lot. What can I do to motivate this case worker to reunite us all faster. You see I used to write. We may lose this battle, but the victory is already won. Ive proven that Im not worthless, incompetent, or undeserving. The empty chair/room/space never becomes less empty. Depressed mood, loss of interest and pleasure, decreased energy, and increased fatigue are considered to be the most common characteristics of depression. Help Im starting to feel hopeless again. It is like if you were planning to remodel a messy house! I have read the last chapter. You need direction and guidance. How to cope with Depression after losing custody of your child, Attend parent education programs for the legally separated, Take time to heal after what must have been an intense custody battle, Seek out support from loved ones or from support groups, Choose healthy lifestyle for your diet, sleep, body, Make attempts to learn how to parent in context with the new conditions. And isolated because I carry a pain that will never lessen or go away. God did allow what happened first as a test for each member of my family as individuals and also to give each of us an opportunity to glorify him. Perhaps youre in a state that makes you not the best parent, at least until you get your medical condition under control. But for the parent, that doesn't make the loss any less wrenching. The flier described how her ex-husband, an abusive narcissist had convinced the family court he should be the custodial parent. I hope he will be returned to you soon. After doing everything in my power as well as spending every penny of my 2.2 million dollar fortune trying to save my 2 very loved babies I still failed them. But I dont know. 2.) I really dont know what to do. It was hell and I wont sugar coat it. If you want to email me it is erikancampbell5-at-gmail.com, Kathryn, I know exactly what youre going through i was once there where youre at. Im in shock they have the ability to steal your kids and destroy your life for yelling. These poems for grieving parents and other close family members and friends speak to feelings of anger, sadness, grief, despair, and even acceptance. Symptoms of divorce-related depression can include any, or a combination of, the following: Symptoms of depression can vary from mild to extremely severe. She didnt want to, and she was a GOOD mother just like you! Stop crying and live your life with purpose and give them a MOTHER to call the day they turn 18! I pray Henderson County DSS never hurts anyone like they have me again!! Thats a huge advantage. I dont know what happened to him and Im really depressed. The constitution says you cannot terminate due to a disability. It can also become difficult for you and your child to adjust to these changes, the fact that your child has been taken from you and that you no longer have access to them can be an excruciating experience. The other grandparents who changed their minds never gave a good excuse as to why they decided to give him up but I had kept a close loving relationship with him as did my oldest son. I never did get them back but my oldest daughter stays in touch with me now, and has since she was 18. I hired another lawyer to help me go back to court after filing a frurd an destress on my case. The most common response is you know they will come looking for you when they turn 18 which is no comfort to me. The most effective defense I have found for making CPS go away is an immediate cell phone call to a first-rate CPS defense lawyer while standing on my front porch with the door closed and latched behind me. The first days of dealing with the death of a child are very difficult. I feel like Im falling out of love with my husband and life. Guilt: You may feel guilty, ashamed and blame yourself for the situation which could add to your stress. (vitamin section) It works for me really well. I havent seen my kids in 5 yrs now. Asking about these classes at your community centers or your therapist or even some social worker can guide you towards such programs. Im so tired not only did they take children they made my husband leave the home and move out right when we left the hospital. My kids are my life if it wasnt for them there is no telling were id be. I have sat in on several team meetings with my son and they know me well. Loneliness and depression can often send people dealing with bereavement into a downward spiral that is extremely hard to break. Do you have a case appointed lawyer? healthy chicken and broccoli bake. When I seen them again a worker just laughed about it. I dont know where else to turn. I wanted If not, call me at 816-645-4152. That is what keeps me hanging on. Shortly after news broke via The Sun on Tuesday . He was also an abusive man, which is why I divorced him. Learn more about it. None of the information on this website is intended to be legal advice. It only makes to depression WAY worse my heart goes out to you and all others who are in this situation. Those children are NOT going to be happy if they find out you gave up and killed yourself. Ayla, you can ask for a better visitation agreement through family court. Psychologists give business advice: protect yourself as much as possible from the unpleasant experience. Tooken the second time because one of my babys ended up in the hospital and passed away. If you have any concerns, regarding the custody issues and need more information or clarity its best to seek advice and support from a legal professional. You see what people dont understand its not cps who really taking our kids away. What do I do to ease this pain. Do it right away as the lawyer needs to notify the county of the appeal quickly, and before the children are adopted. Remember, anything with sugar will cause a high then a low due to blood sugar changes. .. i am not going to give up! Ive suffered from extreme major depressive disorder for years but in the last two years since I havent seen my child, it has been much worse. And there will be lots of Birthdays and Christmases! Heart palpitations, shaking, chest pains, diarrhoea, butterflies in your stomach and sickness are all common. This has hurt me beyond the death on any relative or friend I have ever had to deal with. Than another knock, I was informed that due to an past history of drug use, domestic abuse, married to a felon, and un healed psychological stress issues, grief, and no job or reliable transportation. I pray for you and strength to attend to you spirits so you can keep moving forward. : ). Get enough sleep. Sometimes parents are not sure if their child is depressed. Please try it. I have been on almost every antidepressant out there and I can say these are the best. Other features include decreased self-esteem and self-confidence, ideas of guilt and worthlessness, a gloomy and pessimistic outlook on the future, ideas or actions of self-harm or suicide, decreased concentration and attention, sleep disturbances, and decreased appetite. First, it is important to talk to someone who can understand what you are going through. God is going to make a way. These laws are very complicated and you put your parental rights at risk if you dont have legal counsel in your corner. And because of my certainty that I couldnt have children I was sexually active despite my current dependence on a drug. It was almost 30 years ago for my family but it changed us in ways I could never put into words. And God Bless You!! Some people feel that they have lost control of their child, or feel that decisions are unfair or unjust. It has been nearly 3 years and i totally feel exactly like you do!! I am praying for you girl!! First, can you please give us some background information. { HELP WITH CIVIL RIGHTS ATTORNEYS IN GEORGIA PLZ }, { You worked for them for 24 years, meaning you did horrific things to earn a living and you want to play victim? It may take a while but it can be done. I have given up and have been on the streets homeless. I was her caregiver when we had no nurse in the hours she went home. My health and my husbands health was questioned. Required fields are marked *. I believe that my God allowed this for a reason. I need help. Mothers with a child taken into care had significantly greater ARR of depression (ARR = 1.90; 95% CI, 1.82 to 1.98), anxiety (ARR = 2.51; 95% CI, 2.40 to 2.63), substance use (ARR = 8. . Its hard trust me it is. Please also know that this too shall pass, one day our children will be all grown and cps cant touch them! Believe me, I know I had 2 children taken by my ex without giving me a fair chance to be a parent to them. Why would my depression affect child custody under Texas law? Even took hope. "It was not death, for I stood up" by Emily Dickinson Excerpt: It was not Death, for I stood up, And all the Dead, lie down It was not Night, for all the Bells Put out their Tongues, for Noon. http://forum.fightcps.com, Hi Laura I just wanted to say I completely know what your going through I had my two beautiful children taken in the beginning of October its now December it feels like its been a decade since I got to be with them its the worst most empty feeling in the world!!! Strangers or family? Consult a naturopathic doctor about any natural depression solutions and supplements you plan to use. Please write to me, I also feel so alone in all this , I have no one to talk to about it and nobody understands why i am always so sad!! I think it has made it harder for my kids. They wouldnt let me leave and knew I would fail their expectations which I did and last month they took my two children from me. Then they will want to see you and want you to be in their life! }, { People still won't believe it until it happens to them.a }, { They won't ever admit to it. NC DSS had done an interstate compact but I dont believe it had fully gone through yet. ME AND MY JUST WENT THROUGH THAT CPS we WERE FIGHTING FOR OUR G.BABY AND OF COURSE we LOST.WE DONE EVERYTHING THEY WANTED FROM US.PASSED THE DRUG TEST THE WHOLE LOT.WHEN ALL WAS SAID AND DONE the reason why we didnt win was for one I came off too aggressive number two they dont return to convicted felons.I had a conviction. Since that time, I have joined support groups, taken classes, and gotten therapy. He loves his daddy but will not let me hold him. There are reports from others that the children are not in complete agreement, Those reports are repressed even though our new Case Manager is the one bringing the truth to light. And for this county that I live in they had to go and pick on one of the ONLY good mothers my age; seriously, everyone my age is strung out and even selling their kids meds etc for drugs and I dont do anything accept put them first and try to get through college! My name is Janelle. The next stages include denial, bargaining, guilt, anger, depression, and, ultimately, acceptance of the truth, allowing the person to return to their normal life. Ive done everything the courts have asked but it still isnt enough. Poems of Sorrow and Grieving | Poetry Foundation Find more beautiful funeral poetry on Funeral Guide's other poetry pages: General condolence poetry for funerals. They can do whatever they want whenever they want. The painting and sawing and all that would be messy, but then in the end, what a beautiful house it is! Click on Sign the petition, need info on petition i might klike to sign. My 6 babies are my world my life theres no me without them. I dont know what to do! 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